1. how people view me, that they will ignore me, want to be around me, if others respect me, think i am funny or intelligent
2. success of any of my projects or trainings
3. the cooperation of others
4. changes in our organizational culture
5. my boss's approval
6. world crises
7. adequate financial support
8. that others will understand my communications
9. the emotions I experience
10. my ability to read and do everything I want
11. my desire for perfection

1. who I ask for help
2. the writing of my story
3. why i say yes
4. how much time and energy I invest
5. my priorities and schedule
6. my own vision
7. my own personal development
8. that I communicate as clear as I can
9. how much I sleep, exercise and what I eat
10. who I spend time with

work on tasks and projects that I want to invest in without fear and doubt

1. send emails out to participants and facilitators for a new project even though I don't have all the answers
2. Follow up with both groups next week
3. work ahead on lessons and trainings that I am responsible for
4. identify questions needed for debriefing
5. recruit people to pray and help me--get a prayer letter out
6. be intentional every week about connecting with my wife, my kids, my brother and sister so I will have no regrets
7. identify what conversations I need to have to resolve hurts with my former boss and one of my current colleagues
8. set up a meeting to talk to Tony who I feel has shown disrespect to me
9. set a hard date in late 2021 to leave my current role.
10. make an appt with a counselor
11. keep meeting with my spiritual director
12. continue my gym activities and add in more cardio