I can't control that I will inevitably get something wrong. I can't control that I am afraid of letting MBW down. I can't control that I am afraid of getting things wrong. I can't control what MBW or BB think of me. I can't control that I care what they think of me. I can't control that I expect perfection from myself. I can't control that I am not perfect. I can't control that I do not know the answer

I can control that I prioritize, schedule my tasks, and stick with that schedule. I can control how much thought/research I put into the travel decisions that I make. I can control how many polos and emails that I send. I can control that I keep notes on MBW's travel preferences.

Did I hide a weakness today?

I will only spend 30 minutes (per hotel room) finding and booking the hotel rooms for the March Vistage trips (ATL & STL ).

Turn off notifications, block the time on my calendar and stick with it, do not pull up my email, sit with the discomfort of not knowing the answer, listen to my gut